Assasination of Dreams

A day too shattered away

In my faded memories

I heard people laughing at me

And making fun of me

I had seen them leaving me

And I had thrown into darkness

I am unknown to this world

I tried to hide somewhere

But I failed in my attempt

I heard a sound of boots

I saw some ugly faces

I was worried and stressed

I tried to run from there

But again I caught by them

The selfish ugly peoples

I started hating them

They are assassins

The dirty bloody killers

They wounded my dreams

And crushed my heart

They are hunters

The keepers of death

Then they too left me there

In a dark place of death

I lied there motionless

With a heavy pain inside

With broken dreams of life

And haunting silent memories

Dreams of Love

It was a cold night,
I was lying on my bed
Thinking of my lady,
And I fall into asleep
I was on a lonely road,
of dreams and nightmares
She come to me,
And hold my hand
Her smiles gave me strength,
And she looks like an angel
Her eyes are like an ocean,
I drowned in it
I was in intoxication,
And went near her
She was breathing heavily,
I felt it on my neck
I hugged her
She was smooth like a rose
I touched her cheeks,
And she closed her eyes
The wind was blowing faster
We were in heaven
I saw a rainbow there
My lips touched her lips
A gentle kiss of love
She smells like lotus
My heart was melting
I wanted that dream stay forever
I wanted to hold her forever
She is my drug
Her touch are my senses
Still I am in intoxication
And dreaming of a dream
Where we are together again

Pain of a lonely heart

I waited so long for you

For an answer from you

All I have is pain and tears

For my love to you

All I got was sleepless nights

You hurt me so much

You broke my heart

You left me alone

You left me in my own tears

I don't want to take revenge

But I want you to see my pain

I want to break your heart

I want to hurt you once

Only to show you the pain

The pain of being ignored

The pain of loneliness

The pain of a wounded heart

I want you to cry for me

Only for once

I want you to open your eyes

And see how I am living alone

With your memories

In a lost world of broken dreams

You and My Dreams

Admitting my fate
The daylight is fading
Darkness is near
Searching in my past
Found myself with you
Last days of our love
Last days of happiness
My eyes were closed
Covered with a smile
Lost in your dreams
Living in your heart
Felt you nearby me
Felt your breath
I wanted to touch you
Wanted to hug you
Wanted to kiss you
But I lost my dreams
I lost your memories
My hands reached for you
but you are not there
A teardrop fall down
From my eyes
Now there is no more me
I lost myself in you
In my dreams
In your memories
And I am not anymore
To live my dreams

My Death

I am dreaming of my death
Or I am already dead
I can see everyone crying around me
And I saw some feelingless peoples
I am the center of everyone
Everyone is talking about me
They are praising me
I wondered why all these drama
I never knew that they are 'nice'
Nobody was there when I needed
Never ever I saw someone
When I was alone and upset
Now they are showing off
I don't bother about them
Everything is over
Its the time for the last part
Four people took me up
And placed my body on their shoulder
We are on the way to cemetery
It is a lonely cemetery
Away from the crowd
It is the end of a black day
The sun is in west
They burried my body there
They are satisfied
As they finished their job
Everyone left me alone there
I was alone in my whole life
And I am alone in my death too

The Clown

I am a fool, a clown or a baffoon
I make others happy even I am sad
Always I keep a smile on my face
As that is my trade mark
I use to laugh as louder I can
I am too a human but a clown
Peoples make fun on me
They laugh even I cry
I am a stupid foolish man
I use to do funny things
For make others laugh
But nobody want to see me by near
Nobody see my heart
Nobody want to know my sadness
All they need my one act play
All they want to see my performance
No one noticed my tears
Nobody see I am crying
After all I am a joker
A foolish funny humanbeing

Dead Man's Lamentation

Forget the words to say
Forget the way to walk
All I can see is a dark passage
I can't move my legs
But someone is pushing me from behind
Its a shadow of mine only
Came from my haunted memories
Its a part of my fearful past
I am deceased
I was killed by my own dreams
All I can remember is that faded days
And that nightmares
Which forced me to move to this hell
I can't open my mouth
Someone had stitched my lips together
I screamed but swallowed my own voice
Someone had cut my hands
I tried to crawl through my own blood
But I was weak
I left myself there for my fate
I throbbed for one last time
and collapsed motionless