Fake World

I was in a dream of someone else
But I never realized that its fake
A fake world of fake people
I tried to find the way out of it
But I failed in my effort
Scary shadows were all around
I heard people screaming and crying
I was afraid and frightened
I felt cold and my body was shivering
I gulped my own sweat
I found it uneasy to breath there
I was about to stop breathing
I found my nostrils were bleeding
I tasted my own blood
I was weak and broken
And fell into unconscious
Fell into an another dream
Again I fell into a fake world
A fake world of fake people

Your Love is My Drug

I just want to stop my tears
Falling from my half closed eyes
You were always there for me
But now I feel like I am alone
I am alone with a broken heart
You left me without saying anything
I want you nearby me my dear
I can't stop you but I want you back
I didn't call you from back but I wanted
I thought you would look back to me
But all you did was walking away
I tried to hide myself in darkness
I tried to go back to my past again
But I failed in whatever I tried
All I have is you in my head
I tried to forget you but failed
How can I tell you my heart is paining
How can I smile again without you

All I need is a hug from you

I know you never wanted to hurt me

But it doesn't work I am dying 

My tears are flowing like a waterfall

I lost my senses, my mind became blank

How can I tell you that I am in hell

My body is in fire I am crying

I tried to be cool but I am burning

I can't see the wound but can feel the pain

I am faking smiles to hide everything

I am trying to act as normal

But I am crying I am dying inside

Please come back to me

Please don't go away from me

I need you to complete my life

I need you to hold my hands
I am nothing without you

I need your presence in my life
I love you unconditionally 

I am incomplete without you

Broken Love

I wanted to be with you forever
I loved to see you near me
Your love was a dream for me
I wanted to be loved by you
But my fate was something else
You said no to my love
You asked to forget everything
I fell for you without any reason
My love for you was unexpected
My love for you was unpredictable
I wanted to sleep near you
I wanted to wake up seeing you
But everything was my own desire
Everything was my own broken dream
Its my own fate not your mistake

In your thoughts

Lost in your thoughts
You are my dear friend
Today I am loving you
More than I ever did
My heart needs you
To fill the emptiness
I don't want to lose you
Please hold my hands
Please don't walk away
I want you near me
You are the one
Who made me smile
Stay with me forever
Don't leave me

Story of a Teardrop

A teardrop born in my eyes

A tiny little water drop

Shining like a small diamond
It is transparent and beautiful

I took it on my fingertip
It gazed at me and smiled
I had seen a sweetness in it
It is a result of pain
I was eager to know its future
Suddenly it fall down
Roll down from my fingers
And fall into the floor
It died an instant death
And disappeared from the world

Lonely Shadow

I can't stand alone
I can't stand without you
But all I can do is waiting
Waiting for a miracle to happen
Waiting for you to come back

I am a lonely shadow
Shadow of a little boy
I have lost my way
I get stuck somewhere alone
I am afraid and panic

I screamed for help
I called you by name
But nobody was there
Nobody was hearing me
I am all alone and tired

I saw people staring at me
I saw them walking away from me
My eyes searched for you
I found nothing but my own shadow
A lonely shadow with a broken heart

My bloody heart

My heart is burning
I drilled a nail on it

It skipped one beat
Skipped one more beat
The wound started paining
Blood started flowing
I tear my heart from the chest
Staring at that bloody thing
Like a worst dirty creature
I throw it away
But still its paining
Its now not a part of me
But still I can feel the pain
Still I can feel it crying

Un-natural

Lying again in my coffin
Days end out with fire 
Night is about to fall
The sun is burning
I closed my eyes 
And fell into a dream
The dream of memories
The dream of you
A tear drop born in my eyes
My hand reached for that
but it fall into my cheeks
And died there