Pain of Love

I miss you again this morning
You are the one who I love
The one who made my past better
But today I lost my senses for you
I looked for your message again
That is what I do every morning
There are so much unread messages
But none of them is yours
Are you there or not for me?
Do you ever miss me like I do?
Sometimes I feel like you are near
But that is just a part of Hallucination
Why are you hurting me this way?
Why are you ignoring me?
I remember a line someone said
'Love is like a war,
Easy to start, but
Difficult to end'

Deadly nightmares

End of a worst day
A dead shadow fell on me
It was black and huge
Its heavier more than I can handle
I felt something thick and sticky
The shadow was bleeding
I felt its blood on my face
Dark red colored blood
I tried to wipe it away
I saw the shadow grinning
Is this real or my nightmare?
I was caught by unknown fear
My body started shivering
I fell down on my knees
I felt cold in my head
I heard sounds of death
I saw the god of death very near
I saw blood on his sword
Is that my blood or what?
I felt darkness in my eyes
He touched my heart and smiled
I died at the very first moment
He took my soul and flew away

Dream of broken sorrows

Once again I dreamed of death
A day dream of broken sorrows
I punched myself on my face
To forget all these crappy things
She was in my mind and heart
She captured my thoughts
I tried to escape from her
But her thoughts were strong
It was enough to kill my brain
Half dead and half alive
I crawled through my own mind
Impossible to escape from her
My mind screamed thousand times
My wounded heart was bleeding
I am a victim of love and war
I was killed by my own inner thoughts
Once again I dreamed of death
A day dream of broken sorrows

Your Friendship

Before this day you were my friend
Today and everyday you are my friend
You made me feel I am not alone
You were near when I need a friend
You wiped my tears whenever I cried
Your words were enough to smile
Your friendship is a precious gift
Maybe you will never understand this
I value you my friend, my mentor
Whenever I fell down you pulled me up
I cried whenever you doubted me
I cried for you whenever you left me
It was my luck I met you
It is my luck that we are still friends
My friendship for you is written in heart
Maybe this story is written by god

Me, you and memories

A lonely tear fallen down
Rolled down through my cheeks
It was a day full of frustration
A day full of regrets

I cried for you my friend
Your words cut my heart
I felt the wound and blood
You make me dead

I faced you as facing bullets
It was shocking to see you angry
You shot your words at me
It was sharper than arrows

I died infront of you
But you didn't saw me
I crawled towards you
But you turned to other side

I fallen down into my past
Past where we were together
Past of happiness and smiles
The best place to live

You are my very best friend
But you left me in darkness
I am not complaining you
But I miss you my friend

You will never know my friendship
You are in my heart dear friend
I can't explain how i feel
How can I tell you my truth

I need your friendship
Need you to support me
I know nobody can take your place
Nobody is like you

You are the best one I found
You are best in my memories
I don't care if I am few of others
I will care for you till last breath

Nothing is good as our friendship
Even I am nothing for you
Even you are away from me
I will value you my friend

If you want to go away from me
I will never stop you
I will never cross your way
I want you to be happy

I will never complain you my friend
But you will live always in my heart
I will hold your memories tightly
And hug them whenever I miss you

My love for you

Today I am dreaming about you
Today I am wishing you were here
I am eager to see you near
How can I tell my love for you?
How can I not hide my love for you?
I am afraid of losing you
You are my friend but I love you
How can I show my heart to you?
All I want is your love
I want you to be my side forever
How can I let my dreams away?
I won't let you go away
You are my love but life too
How can I live without you?
Here I am saying I love you
I love you unconditionally
I love you for what you are
And for what I am when I am with you
I want to hold your hand
For my life long journey
I want you to love me like I love you
Give me the authority to say you are mine