Pain of seperation

Something is missing from me
And its you my dear
I walked through the paths again
I remember you and a tear fell
I hide it from myself
I wanted you to be with me again
I knew it was my selfishness
But I missed you that much
I wanted not to end that moments
I wanted to pause that moments
But the time was villain
The time only separate me from you
I want to hug that moments again
I miss you so much
I stayed on that flyover bridge so long
I stood there like a statue
I rewind that scene in my mind again
I can't explain how much I value you
But I feel like you are my world
I know not any brother is like me
But I love you my sister
My world is in you
My dreams are in you
I felt like I am alone in that paths
I felt I am alone in crowd
I walked again through the path
Where you and me spend the day

Death of a vampire

I lost myself on this empty road
I lost my sorrows and my broken dreams
I am standing in my coffin once again
A witch had left me on this lonely path
I am afraid and in tears
Once again i become unknown and alone
The world is too dark and hot for me
I fell on my knees and cried a river
She is unknown about my endless pain
She would never bothored about my true love
What i have lost is a part of heart
A wounded heart is bleeding now
My pain is increasing to its highest level
I cant face my fate alone
I know they are laughing at me
I felt guilty and ashamed 
I wanted to end this life
It is not the end of world
But the end of a bloody vampires life
A vampire is dieng here not to reborn again
My dirty eyes are tearing the blood
I am standing in my own blood
Nobody is caring for what i am doing
Nobody is here to want me alive
Maybe all are happy to see me dead
There will be only darkness after this day too
Nobody is here to give me a hand to hold
There is no shoulder for me to cry
Everyone left me with a noncurable pain inside me
I am alone in this unknown world
Afraid to face my bloody fate
I had lost myself so giving up
I burned candles around my coffin
But that was not enough to lighten the world
There is no value for love and care
I have chosen to end up my life
I want myself to not to reborn again
I stepped into my coffin and lied down
I am not comfort here but better than my fate
Choosed to end my life like this
I cried for nothing but for my past
I felt pain of unforgettable past
Feel that sense in my chest
I am ending life of this endless pain