For your smile

This one is for my friend, my mentor, someone special :

You told me you have lost your smile
You told me you can't smile anymore
But you are the reason behind so manys smile
You are the one who made me always smile
Then how comes you said me that you can't smile
Its the best smile i saw in someones face is yours
Sometimes i used to watch you playing with kids
I was happy for you, coz you are the reason for my smile
Its your smile that made me smile always
Its not easy as words to say the beauty of your smile
Its like a rainbow in a sunny day after a rain
I like it more than a smile of a newborn baby
I can take any risk for you to make you smile again
I can break any rules for you to make you smile again
I will fight to the whole world for make you smile again
Remember, how can i smile when you are sad?

After my death

I know you are missing me now

But its too late my friend

You were always busy

Everytime I tried to talk

You avoided me

But I never stop trying

But its too late my dear

I remember that day

The day you stand beside me

You stand beside my coffin

I know you were crying

I wanted to wipe your tears

But I was helpless

One of your teardrop fell on me

I still value that gift

You hided your tears from others

But I heard your heart weeping for me

You wanted to tell something

But you didn’t drop a word

I remember you brought some roses for me

But you forgot flowers may fade

Your friendship is precious than diamonds

My dear, don’t cry anymore

I can still see you, I can still hear you

Our friendship will never die

You are not alone my friend

I will be always there for you

In your memmories and thoughts

Escape from the world

I want to quit
From this fake world
I want to escape
From fake peoples
Everyone is selfish
Everyone is blind
Why I born here
Why I am living here
They are feeling less
They are murderers
Murderers of my thoughts
Murderers of my feelings
They are dangerous than death
They are not human
I am afraid of them
I am hiding from them
Can I escape from them?
Can I escape from this world?

Who am I?

I am not a human
I am not an animal
I am not a Robot
I am an unknown creature
A feeling less dirty creature

Life is far from me
Death is afraid of me
I don't have any past
And my future is unpredictable

I am the question
But the answer is unknown
I died so many times
But again born as unknown

I am living in a dark world
I am alone there
My thoughts are like fire
They are burning inside me

I don't have a heart
I don't have a brain
I don't have a shadow
I don't have any reflection

I am nothing but pain itself
I am a broken mirror
I am a hidden truth
I am a creation of my own imagination

My Friend

In the journey of life,
Always we met someone,
It was fate that I met you,
You said it is magic of words,
But its the magic of God,
Who wanted us to meet
We talk and become friends
My friend, you are not alone
I will always be there for you
Look at your shadow, that's me
At night look at the stars
I am one of them shining for you
My friend, you are not alone
You can hold my hands
You can cry on my shoulder
My friend, you are not alone
We are friends forever
Don't be afraid of losing me
I will never forget you
Its not only some words
Its a promise
from the bottom of my heart
Till my last breath
Till I'll shut my eyes
for the very last time
We are friends
Friends forever and ever

Feelingless

Still I am alive for what
Everyone has gone their way
Nothing is left here for me
Sitting alone here in the darkness
Staring at stars crying for nothing
my body is sweating and shivering
tried to hide the feelings but failed
red tears fall down to the sand
color of my life was changed
everything changed everyone changed
I bite my broken nails
I am hunger to eat myself
I have lost my senses
Found myself in nowhere
Am I dead or alive who cares
I flew through the dark sky
I swim through the dirty ocean
My soul was dead but not my body
How can i kill myself
How can i kill my pain
I hit my body with heavy stones
blood started falling from my wounds
but i can't felt the touch
the air was hot which i breath
My soul fully leaved the body
My soul is free now
Free from the body
Free from the pain

Depth of pain

dreams were faded
memories are haunted
no where to run away
no where to hide my feelings
Lost everything in the past
Living with an empty mind
With a wounded heart
Pain is in every inch
with lots of sorrows
hand full of tears
no more hope
Living like a shadow
without colurs and movement
like a moon's reflection
fall in a dirty bloody lake

My life is a dew drop

Yes I think my life is a dew drop

and yet so many things

In the morning it glistens

shines and promising

by the evening it evaporates

Yes I know my life is a dew drop