Feelingless

Still I am alive for what
Everyone has gone their way
Nothing is left here for me
Sitting alone here in the darkness
Staring at stars crying for nothing
my body is sweating and shivering
tried to hide the feelings but failed
red tears fall down to the sand
color of my life was changed
everything changed everyone changed
I bite my broken nails
I am hunger to eat myself
I have lost my senses
Found myself in nowhere
Am I dead or alive who cares
I flew through the dark sky
I swim through the dirty ocean
My soul was dead but not my body
How can i kill myself
How can i kill my pain
I hit my body with heavy stones
blood started falling from my wounds
but i can't felt the touch
the air was hot which i breath
My soul fully leaved the body
My soul is free now
Free from the body
Free from the pain